#since thats a big part of it... ghh

[hitsuzenhusbands]

if i think about baby rusty for too long i get violently ill (as one does) but also college rusty...verge of escape. trying to earn back the autonomy his dad had stolen from him (see: most obviously how he was forced to wear shorts his whole life (infantilization + stunts self expression), but also his name being directly linked to and permanently associated with the show (and more marginally the sex act. in certain circles at least), etc. etc.) only to be sucked right back into it all. whatever